I try so hard but it’s never enough
There’s always other stuff
Whatever I do, whatever I say
If it’s not the correct way I am never invited to play
When I trust I do it fully
But the trust is severed by a bully
I smile through the pain
Even when you consider it a game
I have an inner strength I’ve never shown
But it can also be shattered like a bone
You tell me I have issues
And I guess I do
I waited so long for someone true
And you just seemed to come up out of the blue
I showed you parts of me no one has ever seen
I liked to believe you were someone on who I could lean
You always know you’re never needed when you fall behind and no one notices