I am not strong.
I'm willing to give in
I'm not as powerful as the crew,
I am not good at forgetting the crew
Like where the crew forgot me ..
What if the crew in a beloved hug.
I will learn to forget the crew.
Because I feel
The crew could not have loved me
I see and feel
I do not want to be verbalized
I do not like being angry
I really can not be ruled out
It makes me aware and understand
I'm in hate 
Beautiful .. signed. Waiting for reciprocity)