I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE

in #poetry6 years ago (edited)

All the time, I have always been here but most times you are far away.
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Most times I just wish you understand how I feel about you.

This has always been the real me and each time I look at you, I feel fulfilled.
Many at times, I have always been here waiting patiently for you.

Most times I am home, still thinking about you.

Do you know how hard it is with me most times when I want you and you are not there?

Do you know the pain in my heart all the time?

I thought you said I was your friend?
I thought you said you were always going to be here for me?

I am here right now waiting for you to come.
I am breathless and I am lifeless.
I promised myself I was never going to say this but here I am pouring out my heart again.

So this is how they do it?
So this is how it feels?
So this is what it looks like

I have always been here even when I know you want me.
I have always been here even when I know you are far away.

I have always been here even when I know it is going to be you and I.

You are my reflection even when you are not here.
I just wish you can understand why I am doing all the things I am doing.

I am here yet there is no motivation and there is no inspiration.

Can I trust you?
Can I confide in you?
Can I tell you all my dreams and if in case tomorrow does not come?

How can I believe in something I have never seen before?
Do you know this should have been you and I but you are not here to cheer them to victory.
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Do you know each day I see you, I know there is hope for a future that keeps getting better?

Do you know I have not stopped being here?
Do you know I did it for you?

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Beautiful... I know many of us here can relate to this.

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