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The sun was just rising
When you passed into my mind
Reminding me that I can’t never escape from the fact the I’ve been hurt by someone
While I’m sitting on a swing
Screaming and letting the pain away
I asked myself, HOW WILL I SURVIVE?
How will I stop fantasizing about the two of us?
And I told to myself for the last time
I can because I want to
But I doubt it
because I know to myself
I can't let her go
I can’t give anyone permission to replace me
But each day passed, reality keeps on Searching for me
Wanting me to stop
Wanting me to give up
Wanting me to open my eyes
Wanting me to go back to the light
I'm tired of hiding
Tired of hiding my weakness
Giving faint smile to others
Laughing unconditionally
While breaking into pieces, secretly
I asked myself
How can I move on?
How can I live
When will I stop and when will I start
What will I do and what will I don’t
How will I know
If I will still fight or will I just let you go
But Reality keeps on hitting me
Saying that I
I can’t never escape from the pain inside
That I can’t never let her fight
Because she's tired
Tired of listening to my dramas
Tired of caressing my hair when I’m down
Tired of everything we had
But just by hearing those words
Words that breaks my heart
Words that I never imagine that you'll said to me
That time, I just want to die and get lost
Act like there's nothing wrong
Hoping that I can be strong
To let the pain away through the storm
without noticing by anyone
I tell myself to give up
Don't fight because no one is still holding back
No one will help me to move on
No one is reaching for me
No one cares for me
But I must say thanks to you
Thank you, for hurting me
Thank you, for leaving me
Thank you, for giving up
Because as the time goes by
I realize, you're not the one
What I want to point out is that
YOU AND I ARE NOT MEANT TO BE
Now I can say that
I DON'T NEED YOU
I need someone who’ll love me until I die
I need someone Who’ll never hurt me like you did
I need someone better than you
I need someone who can do everything you can’t
I need someone who’ll stay with me until death
I NEED SOMEONE
BUT NOT LIKE YOU
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A very simple poem and yet bringing the best to this character that leads either being weak or being lost...
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