I would describe my role as majority spectator, as I have been lucky enough to escape playing any major role in the "situations" I have found myself in, on the journey to adulthood "freedom". Partly I wish that this is how the ones who are affected by it the most could realize things sooner, I imagine this to be the sort of thought process they inevitably end up following.
I personally have no doubts on how I would feel over someone's death, especially those who do harm, although written from experience I feel I had a better vantage point due to having been fortunate enough to maintain "emotional distance" or a level of apathy.
Thank you for your kind words, I would say I am glad you found it relatable but on such a topic I think it would be the wrong phrase. I will instead I am really glad you like my artwork, and feel free to use it if you find a use, it might be a bit too specific :)