I have gone through your poems several times and I feel like as if tears want to drop from my eyes!
You must have missed this friend so much! He/she meant the whole world!
This is excellent, expressive and carries the force of your deep feeling!
I wish someone can love me like this Ohhhhh!
Or better put;
I wish I can make so Much impact in someone to become their idol this way!
Thanks for this rapturous poem!