RICKIE'S LITERARY DIARY: POETRY #2

TALES OF A 'NOT-SO' TRUE LOVE!

I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER...........BUT IT WAS NOT TO BE!

I ONCE TOLD HER.......

"The way I feel about you, I can’t suppress.

The way my lil' man wants you, I can’t express.

It seems strange, how words can lay hold of the heart,

and how changes can make two hearts drift apart.

I want to use not only words to make you know how I feel,

but also use my hands and tongue to make it clear, that I’m real...

I want to hear you scream my name, the day I claim your body,

while I later do the same, as we both end up naughty.

How sad, when love isn’t enough to pull two people together,

even when they acknowledge their feelings for each other.

Every inch of me wants to love,

but love doesn’t seem to be enough.

I wish for once, that things were not so complicated,

then probably my heart would not feel so suffocated.

Why should my sadness be the happiness of another?

And my happiness cause the sadness of another.

I am just so lost in this.

I remember our first kiss.

It was truly beyond words.

and slowly melted hidden walls.

Still we went our separate ways,

and my heart bleeds till this day.

It still hurts deep inside,

i've tried to heal with time.

But then, If love was a man,

by now, he’d have died by my hand."