Trapped Inside A Prism
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Every way is possible, choices are vast, decisions are rare, movement is stuck, nothing but light can be projected.
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Sleep more
Eat less
Cry more
Defeated mess
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Want everything
Want nothing
No middle
Always buffering
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The line is drawn
Then redrawn, redrawn
Endless forwards, constant backwards
Re-spawn, Re-spawn
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Head down, Look away
Nothing left any words can say
Aimless wanderer, true friends are rare
Maybe never compatible in a pair
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Too weird, too sad.
Too stressed! My bad.
Sit and watch the Earth move on
Until finding somewhere to belong
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(Soundtrack: Dream Theater - #Octavarium )
And I wanted so much more, far beyond what I could see.
So many years have passed since I proclaimed my independence, my mission, my aim and my vision. Content to live each day like it's my last.
It's wonderful to know that I could be something more than what I dreamed, far beyond what I could see.
Still I swear that I'm missing out this time.
For 30 years where have I been? Eyes open but not getting through to me.
Side effects appear as my conscience slips away, Science failing, Can't you stop what's happening?
But there's no guarantee, I feel it starting to take over me. There's no one who's to blame.
A brief awakening, I feel the relapse, Can't break free.
Save the day for nightmare cinema, show me the way to get back home again.
Running forward, Falling back, Spinning round and round, Looking outward, Reaching in...
Scream without a sound
Leaning over, Crawling up, Stumbling all around, Losing my place, Only to find I've come full circle!
Flying off the handle. Be careful.
Asking questions, Search for clues. Try to break through, Long to connect.
Loyalty, trust, faith and desire. Tortured Insanity.
The calls of admirers who claim they adore, Drain all your lifeblood while begging for more.
We try controlling our fate, When we finally start living it has become too late!
We move in circles, balanced all the while on a gleaming razor's edge, a perfect sphere, colliding with our fate.
This story ends where it began
