You re feeling lonely ,sorry bro but i have a similar poem on this but it is lonliness and love poem you can get it @ horlly to upvote and comment posts.
Rain of blessings for you. Give it back to the people who you want to bless. Including me.when rewarding with upvote...https://steemit.com/poemlife-factsteem/@horlly/loneliness-and-heart-desire-poem