Amazing thoughts my dear... Just what i discussing with sister this evening when she asked why i have not proposed to her yet... And am like wow...not soon dear.
I wish i had seen this post earlier so i would tell her in your words
It kinda seems like I'm forcing myself on her,
It seems I'm the only one holding on to a friendship that refuses to be held onto,
It feels I'm the only one making effort and try to keep the friendship alive.
Keep this poetic juice flowing dear
Really... I'm so happy that my writing actually helped you... Cheers if she deserves u certainly you will know through her actions and not words..