Sorry to hear of your loss Jaynie, suicide is a terrible solution to any problem. Is this in Cape Town and is it substance-related? I remember the infestation of bad substances in the Cape and all over the country among the youth.
No major words of motivation or inspiration except those from Bhagavad Gita which say that the souls is neither cut by weapon or withered by the wind. It is eternal, not slain when the body is slain. The soul carries on.