It is what it is. I face my fears head-on. I can't let fear run my life. My husband was ex-military. Originally the walls were to be retaining walls, then my husband got sick and he wanted the family to be safe. I continued on with the plans after he passed on, with a few minor alterations.
I try to carry on like everything is normal. I have 21 people counting on me. It is an awesome responsibility. When I was offered the cuttings I couldn't be rude and refuse to take them! LOL
Are you sure you would want my life story? You might find it a bit boring...
OMG! I hate to chuckle at that comment, knowing your situation, but sometimes the things you come up with crack me up!
Stay strong girl!
Sorry. I tell it like it is...I am the original WYSIWYG! (What you see is what you get!)