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I think it was a week ago.
I got shocked out of Twitch and stopped believing in that dream.
I was bleeding far too much money for software to run the show. Finally, I was told that I was spending too much, so I quit.
That was around the time that the Eid holidays started.
I said I was going to take 2 months of break. Then get back to work.
But I bounced back just a week after the holidays started. I had to make it soon, and I couldn't wait 2 months for it to start working.
We can't predict the future. But we can plan and work towards it. No matter how silly or absurd your dreams may seem. That inner voice always asks me to move a little more every day, especially to the general public or people around me who think I am crazy. So don't let 'them' stop you from becoming who you wanna be.
My other half has always been complaining that she has no friends. I have no friends myself. You can ask her who I have talked to every day since the pandemic started. It is either my cousin Tim or my mom that I stay in touch with. BFF and friends are no longer on my call list or people that I see.
It's normal for someone to transition to this stage as you grow older. Maybe you can have some drinking buddies or buddies that you hang out with for fun. But I don't have that. All I see is wifey. That is enough.
It's been a week now that we have been sleeping early and waking up early. Sleep as early as 6 PM. Then, wake up at 4 AM.
Seems like the shock did us wonders.
I don't care whether it takes a year or 10 years to get there.
As long as I keep growing each day, do the work and enjoy the process, I will be on my way to my dreams coming true.
Gone are the days when I have been worrying all day long.
Time to start moving.
It is never too late.
It is always never too late.