I don't know if my words will offend since i won't try to, as much as I want to make you notice something in your personality!
So, I know you since 2017,and have seen you jumping from leave to a leave, never been stable, from what I learned about you, you're really smart guy as much as you're easily can be fooled, the people surrounded you throughout your whole existence here were just milking you, don't know if you knew and wanted to help them out but you kept being milked with no result (am not going to say rewards) the results I thought you'll get are people that can hold a responsibility can be capable of helping others and sharing the true love, but no, they kept milking you in front of your eyes, I have seen comments on your post with (@....send him a message he will reward you) and that @.... Does send the message and get rewarded 🤦♂️, this is just an example, your way of thinking can create or created monsters, greedy monsters who are looking just for their own benefit!
That what I had to say,