Wow. I really enjoyed reading your post and, it always makes me so sad for people who live with depression. It breaks my heart, so I am so glad and proud of you @psychology for sharing your story and I really wish you all the best in life and that you will find your happiness again.
Like you said you find happiness within, and you also find peace within.
I totally agree with you on how schools should be teaching more on basic human needs and healthy lifestyle and love.
I actually just made a post about love because love is the most powerful force in the world.
I used to stress all the time, about my posts and what to write, but within time it gets easier. Just speak what is in your heart and your struggles and try to enter some contests.
If you need any help, I will try my best to help you out.
Sending prayers and love your way for full recovery and to your true happiness.