Yes and I think a lot of it is stuff we repress so we may hide the fact that these little "surprises" scare us but it all takes it's toll on an unconscious psychological level and a physiological level.
The biggest risks I took, I gave no shit about my own life.
I have been in similar situations and I think it an odd state because sometimes you can do great things in that state but also it can be quite destructive.
I think going too far towards any extreme can ultimately be bad.
Indeed. Well, now I am older and for some reason I tend to give less and less shits about things. I think this is why old people tend to look more relaxed and really don't give a fuck about anything.
Time is a very peculiar concept.