Your reputation of 69 means you are an experienced Steemian and I guess the words you said are because of the falling Steem price, let's hope the Steem goes up soon.
I hope this curation from Esteem and the reward from eSteem and it's curation trail brings a little more joy as the reward on this post is more than an SBD now :)
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