Appreciate for speaking the truth mate
let me try to explain in a example why STEEM is the vehicle and we're the driver and power is within us
I lived in Japan for few months 2 years ago, And I wasn't internally happy and yes Japan wasn't giving me what I was expecting and I wasn't able to adopt easily. I blamed Japan & my girl friend for everything. And left to discover a happy country & a happy girlfriend.
within few months I started surfing and fall in love with surfing, got into crypto full time and started to change my life inside out.
Once I've become happier internally, I got back to Japan, Married with my same girlfriend and living extremely happy life in same Japan
Yes leaving Japan & my girlfriend for few months helped me to get my life back on track. But I knew deep down that there was nothing wrong with Japan
I'm not sure I explained myself but at least I tried and I strongly believe that you'll be back to being the best version of yourself with or without STEEM