Skin problem is way different than other physical problems. Our species has too deep and instinctive relation with textures. Many animals also like that cause feeling of texture for most animals are crucial to survice in nature. Skin condition (texture) gives the animal alot of information about the owner. Thats why we tent not to eat animals with bad looking skin or even fruits with deformed surface. We are programmed to feel comfort with smooth, clean looking and bright surfaces. Thats why we wear such clothes that compatible with these instinct, thats why we paint inside our houses with smooth bright colors. They all remind us clean, healthy and more importantly "safe" environment. Thats why many animals including us scare from snake skin instinctively. Like many poisonous animals snakes have colorful and complex skin texture (geometric not uniform).
So why I told all these? Not your fuckin business. Cause I wanted it so. Nobody can understand or create an empathy with a person who has a skin problem. Thats for sure because of the deep connections with our nature which I fuckin tried to explain.
My advice will be ( yes I will give a fucking advice so what go fuck yourself) to see a dermatologist. You may already saw one or two or three I dont give a fuck see another one cause not all doctors are same. They told me I have a sun allergia for 15 years and one doctor after some 30 seconds observation told me its not allergia it is because of a bacteria and cured it with one simple but special antibiotic and all gone. Dont trust doctors see another one till you find the answer. if all doctors finish in your fuckin country go another one, only idiots can think it can be cured by diet or skin cleaning, these shits are for already healthy skins.
The answer is out there, go fuckin find it and take a fuckin photo of it.
(ok I may have a bad day today) so what? you fuckin ...
First of all, I'm having a bad day too, so let's just have a match, right here, right now! I bet I could beat your ass!
What you said about animals and textures is interesting and makes sense, it's not something I have ever thought of before.
I actually hate doctors, they don't know me, they don't know what I do and what I am, because I might not even be human. They want a quick fix and in with the next patient. I believe in doing my own research because only I can know my history and habits and how different things effect me personally.
Not everything can be fixed with a healthy lifestyle, but most thing can be, and I still believe I can do it. I'm just frustrated, which makes matters worse for the skin. I probably have way too much testosterone in me, pretty much everything points to that direction, and I don't want to take medication for it, I want to fix it naturally.
And you grudge me to give any fuck you's, god I wrote all for nothing.
how self confident you are about this healing shit. Fuck it. Of course it would be nice to cure it naturally. Did you? So fuckin try everything, you dont know maybe the solution is simple. Doctors issue is as I said I dont trust them and definitely I dont do everything they say (especially if they all say the same and nothing happens). But no need to underestimate the experience of them. We are not so unique we have pretty alot common sides. Dont threat yourself like the only and last member of your species. 7.5 billion outhere and all have skin. Believe me when it is cured the feeling is beyond any orgasm you can imagine.
If you have too much testosterone start building some muscle then. Your bicep femoris needs some training.