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Yes, I know that. But I don't want to be ugly, okay? I don't give a shit about people liking me or not liking me, I want to like myself, because that is really the only thing that matters.

and you are not. although i am aware that acne makes you feel you are, and that's also valid. The state when i like myself even when i'm ugly is very comforting. Maybe try that. Acne can be pain in the ass i guess, so don't make that shit worthy enough to ruin your day or whatever. otherwise the terrorists win ;)

It's never going to happen. My looks matter to me, and there is nothing that is going to change that, other than fixing the actual problem at hand.

so i wish you well on your quest.