partly I felt like I've been reading an article about my life. Toxic parents made a huge influence on me. I am not sure if I was so unlucky or we can find the similar situations in many families, but they carefully try to keep it quiet. Unfortunately working class in the Eastern European Countries is very deeply rotten and dead inside, generating more harm than good for the next generations. Same as you, I've also heard many times that I suppose to be grateful for the people which gave me a birth and raised me, but it is nonsense when you are later bullied by those people and only receiving pain or ignorance. Thanks to them I am calling myself "emotionally retarded" because I can only find feelings and emotions through the music which also isn't the easy one. Now I am thinking that music was very often my only way to escape. Also I suppose to thanks to my girlfriend, @MissFoxy, for her great effort, patience and hard work on me. She is more than saint
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It'd be ironic for you to call yourself "emotionally retarded" because the first step of solving a problem is recognizing there is one, which you did. I'm sure you won't become like your parents because like you said, you have your girlfriend as a big support.
I hope everything works out for you man. Cheers! :)