Throughout the past four years of in and out active addiction me and the love of my life had some very amazing times. We enjoyed going hiking the Appalachian mountains. We enjoy doing everything together. There’s been times whenever my drug addiction became extremely bad when I became somebody that I didn’t know. The last two years of our relationship has put us to the test in many major ways one of which being the fact that I was facing 23 years in prison. I had been completely strung out on meth. Me and my girl had broken up for a few months and I completely lost my mind. I started fucking with this meth dealer chick. And shit just went completely sideways it was abusive on both ends and I ended up getting the shitty end of the stick. She accused me of first-degree kidnapping. Which was later dropped Because she spoke with the DA and told them that I did not kidnap her. Thank God. The past two years haven’t been perfect in me and my girls relationship at all as I struggled with meth and heroin abuse. I’ve cheated I’ve lied and I’ve hurt. 
I can remember so vividly how amazing our relationship was in the beginning. We smiled together we laughed together and we talked about our future together. I never expected the last two years to happen to us Like it did. I continued to choose my addiction over our relationship and I promise and swear to never allow that to happen again