I really had to think of this deeply. It's a complex situation.
One of the hardest things to do in life is let go of those we truly love. Trust men speak from experience. But in cases of continuous abuse, it's best to let go and move on no matter how difficult itay seem.
You will eventually get over him in time. It may become even more complicated if you become pregnant and give birth, then there may be no turning back at this stage.
Just my opinion
hmmm, alright. I got this. Thanks a lot.