death as life

It seemed that in her eyes have lived forever, to the extent they were alive... They were closed but I knew what color they are, I knew how those eyes looked at the world around them, how they loved... Lips were an unnatural pale shade, but like all face. The body was carefully covered with a white sheet, but the hand hung limply from the couch. It was the same white, lifeless, but remains accurate, except for a few abrasions. Neat nails covered with varnish, which will not require any care... I gently ran a hand over the matted hair, who too was lifeless, touched fingers to the cold forehead And wept. I missed her, I didn't know how to live without HER, she was my meaning, and now...and now it's gone. Said she was alive after the accident, when the ambulance arrived she was shaking frantically and kept repeating one name... My name. Lord why you took her from me... so early, So wrong... Why ?.. I sat and cried, I touched fingers to her compressed lips barely touched his fingers to her small fingers. Deep down, I dreamed, I was hoping she'd come alive that she will open her beautiful eyes, that smile, and say how much he loves me, and I answered warmly hug her, kiss to the heart and a kiss and we will sit like this forever... Just the two of us. Together. Forever

She was laying on the cream satin in baby blue slim dress. His hands were folded, she was holding white roses, and near the body were scattered scarlet petals. She was beautiful. Face was innocent, I had never seen. She was like an angel... And I didn't want to let her go, didn't want my angel to leave... Because I knew that she will never return... I see her one last time. Yes, of course she would look at me with the photos and smile, but she's not around. It will be too far away... But I'm sure she will know how much I love her and how much I loved.

After returning home from the funeral I locked myself in room, turned off the light and sat on the window sill. I looked up at the night sky, the rain pounded on the glass, I knew she was there already - high... I opened the window and whispered, "angel, I love you... Let me see you in my dreams... Alive and wonderful. Let me look into your kind, open eyes. I love you, you will forever remain in my heart. And you live there. Forever."

Night I dreamt of her. We were together and I held her hand. She laughed, and then said quietly: "I die, but we will always meet you in a dream. I'm not gone from you forever. And soon we will meet and we will forever inseparable."

I don't know. You kissed her lips, which were soft as the rose petals that were scattered around her body . And then I woke up... But I knew that she would always come to me in a dream and waited for the night with impatience.