Porn really doesn't do it for me.
your ass is so fine, it's all that i need
but in reality perhaps, you were just porn come true
the sad part is that is it was one hundred real from you.
i miss seeing your smile adoringly
i didn't feel the same way exactly
but there were bright moments that i frequent sometimes
i wish i could just pick up the phone and call you sometimes.
but reality is that moment is gone
our love was tender just like dawn
if i was your friend, to forget me is the best advice i would give
and honestly, that's the best thing i could do for you and let live
but that maybe... ah that maybe...
this is how you know you're watching too much porn
yea maybe so... but i think about her a lot... just kind of that first love feeling, and I guess i yearn for that. but yea that too... I am trying to cut out porn. it's a process.
also, porn gets old, like why am i watching as a third person view... i miss having that connection with somebody.
I hear you. I was just kidding.
seeing photos especially remind me of the good times. of course, the difficult parts of holding a relationship are all lost in hindsight haha... funny how that works
also i guess by speaking about it here, it relieves some of that pressure to call her and ignite something that is not good for either of us...
I would think that most of us who grew up with the internet would be completely desensitized by porn and find it to be fake and boring.
Not for everyone still ^^ it's a good quickie. Ive gone back to using my imagination but even that.... As I'm settling into middle age, having interal dialogues of the pros and cons lately. Def more creative when i haven't "relieved". But it's also sacred for creation of a human being yea?