I want to tell my love story. I fell in love with a guy. This was my first love. For me, he was the best, and Kolya answered me in return. We had a beautiful relationship. True, my mother somehow disliked him. But I did not pay attention to my mother.
Our relationship with Nicholas actively developed, and I gave myself to him. It turned out that my darling Kohl was shooting all this on video, then I did not know about it. I thought he loved me as much as I did him. It turns out that Kolya twisted novels with many girls and removed all his sexual ties. He had friends who behaved the same way as he did, and then they boasted to each other, who had more of these shots and whose piquant. Unfortunately, I was not an exception, but was just another sexual victory. But I did not immediately find out about this.
And then I became pregnant. He got angry, and told me to have an abortion. This I did not expect from him. After all, I wanted a child from a loved one, but Kolya said that now we can not get married - the financial situation does not allow. In a couple of years he will get strong on his feet - and then we will necessarily get married and everything will be fine. And we will have children. I wanted to give birth, but Kolya insisted, and my mother did not want this child. And I passed, I had an abortion. The doctor discouraged me from this, warned that it could happen that I then can not have children. But I was between two fires - my mother and Kolya, the people closest to me made me go for it ...
Initially, the relationship with Nicholas was the same as before. Kolya made parties, we had fun. Often at parties, Kolya had one guy. His name was Yuri. He showed me signs of attention. Once he asked for a meeting, said that he needed to talk to me about some important matter. We met and he told me that somehow the guys had gathered and Nikolai began to show the video with his sexual pleasures. And before the show, Kolya announced that now you will see how the girl loses her virginity. And in the girl Yuri recognized me. I did not believe it, but Yura assured me that it was true. And he confessed to me in love. As it turned out later, everything that Yura told me was true.
Parting with Nicholas was painful and difficult. I was convinced that he never loved me. I really was another girl for sexual shooting. To experience this was not easy. Especially the fact that the most intimate became the property and subject of discussion among the same scoundrels as Nicholas.
I started dating Yura, and soon we got married. Yura never reminded me of my past. But the worst thing was that I could not have children (consequences of abortion).
Kolya was not very upset, leaving me. After walking up, he married, he had a child. The child was deaf and dumb. Maybe there is retribution in this world. And, it seems, it overtook Nicholas. It's a pity that not only he suffers, but also other innocent people ...