It’s been 4 days since I haven’t write something on here but I just hope it will be the last time that I’ll be posting sadness, heart break and disappointments. I know he can’t read my stuffs here but I just like to post it to somewhat ease some pain that I’m feeling rn. So here it is.
An open letter to you in “Why you?”.
I still don’t know why I’m still attracted to you for all these years that passed. I’ve had this feelings for you secretly tho. Guess I’m real good at hiding coz you never noticed or maybe you’re just ignoring it if I may be obvious sometimes. It seems to be that you’ve never left my heart or maybe because I haven’t allowed you to. I haven’t coz I was hoping that you’ll set your eyes on me. That maybe you’ll look at me same as the way that I look up to you. But I know I was just dreaming. Dreaming about the things that could never really happen. It’s too sad tho. Real sad.
To you, I promised you that I’ll let this go and now I will. Not because I have no love anymore but because I realized that no matter what I did or do, I’ll never be someone that you’ll love. Sorry it took that long to realize it but I think it’s never too late. I just hope that you’ll get along with her because she’s not that bad to love. Guess most of the girls are possessive and crazy when it comes to the people they own so I hope you understand her too. I’ll always be happy for you. Guess it’s time to bid goodbye. 😞
insert music: Too good at goodbyes 😢