@princessmewmew I am so pity you have to go through this, in a situation like this is normal to feel guilty, uneasy and all kind of feelings, it will pass. . You have too much stress, Steemit, work, family. Come to hawai and forget about the world, life is one, enjoy it. My husband always tell me, If you don´t owe it, don´t be afraid
haha, I would love to go to Hawaii, that would be amazing!! You are right, life is for the living, and I totally do enjoy it x