I am doing good today. I drift in and out of psychosis, as in in and out of delusions/hallucinations. The last week or so I have been lucid. It's nice to be lucid. I don't have the ability to write a book. I jump from topic to topic or ramble to much on one topic. It would be a hard read and I wouldn't want to do that to a reader. They would have a hard time following the point because I have a hard rime concentrating and remember what my focus was of the conversation. You write really well. You should do a book based on your worlds. Like the spiritual world. Have you seen heaven while in psychosis? I saw the gates and the city it's pearl, the gates are pearl as in the pearly gates but the buildings are also make of pure pearl stone. They are magnificent. The sky is an emerald green like a brilliant vivid green that lightens the environment perfectly. If you have a choose you should go to heaven. You would find true happiness there. Sometimes it's a choice to save yourself for someone else. Like as in if you choose heaven you also get to save one more person that wouldn't have been saved but if you choose to battle in the spiritual world you will spend an eternity fighting to maybe not even save your own soul or even one others soul. So if you struggle with what to do. Choose heaven for you and whoever else you save by choosing you. If we all choose that then no one would be left behind because the world is so populated right now. Lost souls could be saved, some of the damned could be reborn in Christ, it could be an evolution of sorts. It's gone like the ability to communicate with that left so I will cut off there. I don't know what you will choose to do, I can offer you some guidance based on what I see and hear though. It's up to you to as a personal final say in the matter.
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I find that you write great, much better than me, you could maybe do it in spurts or try and write a journal on your experiences. Thanks for the suggestions, and as far as seeing heaven it's like a daydream for me, not very vivid or detailed. Other than seeing a blue sky (not sure what version of heaven) I can't comment much. I'm trying to post the remainder of my writing, hopefully it's as readable as it's been so far. Thanks for taking the time :) and hope you have a good day :)
That was an amazing description of heaven by the way, I hope you write about your experiences but understand the difficulty, I get tired easy and have to take breaks. It's hard to go back and try and edit what i'm doing as well, I can't keep it all in my head to rewrite it. Anyways, enjoy your day :)