and this is when I closed my phone.My heart sank when I read this. I've lived that moment. That moment when your best friend, the person you share everything with, shatters your existence. An unfathomable emotion.
But you are right, you are stronger. There will be good days and bad, but eventually enough time will pass and it will become a distant memory. I promise.
I know this feeling too. The writer wrote that scene with absolute mastery. We all have at some point known that internal devastation which threatens our very existence, in that moment. Some people can recollect such things years or decades later. I am one of those people actually. I've had acute illnesses spring up from emotional causes.