It all started when me and my cousin, whom I never met before, met for the first time.
We agreed to meet at a party together. Also she would sleep over at my place on the couch. We had just talked on Facebook, when we were growing up in two different cities, when my mother refused to let me stay in touch with my dad's family.
Then we found out we were going to meet up.
I was 19 when this happened in 2013 and my cousin was 18.
We started drinking, and there were 3 friends there at the time. I felt I was a bit fascinated by my cousin when she was much prettier in real life than what I had seen of her on Facebook.
I was single at the time, and she was too.
She had just broken up with her boyfriend a couple of months ago.
It was a hot summer day, I remember it like it was yesterday. The event was a mixture of an 18th birthday and holiday party. We drank and enjoyed ourselves lots and my cousin and her friends played in the garden. She enjoyed this too, and become familiar with them, and the same with me. Considering we had never had any contact before, there was incredible chemistry between us. It was as if we had always known each other. We laughed and flirted a little bit and became flirty also during the party.
When people started to go home, we were some of the last ones left, we went home to my place. There, we engaged in some small nonsense and drank some more. We put back some shots of Jaeger Maester and Hott n Sweet. We listened to a bit of music. I had a one 3 seater sofa couch, which we could turn out, so we just rested on the sofa and put our legs up. We talked about everything between heaven and earth.
What we would be when we were done at school and what we did on the day etc.
Then suddenly we held each other by the hand, and looked at each other and smiled both.
I tried and did not blush, but it was maybe impossible then I could feel myself, hot on the insides. I sat looking at her and put a hand around her and gave her a kiss on the cheek and I said to her, "It was fun to see you after so many years."
Then she turned and grabbed my head and kissed me on the lips. And said, "Yes, I do not regret it, I got in touch with you on Facebook. You are a pretty boy that I've enjoyed myself with today."
So I took good hold of her, and begged her to let me have her. It was quite titillating, when we really are cousins. But it was a mild-blowing experience, probably because we knew it was taboo.
We continued for many hours, and it ended up that we fucked each other. For me, it was the best sex I've ever had, I think.
We woke up the next day in my bed, and looked at each other, and remained for several hours, and we talked about different things. We have since then had a covert relationship with each other, where we really have been fucking friends.
This was finished though because she met a real guy later, as she now lives with him and has one daughter.
It is often just like this, this is how incest happens to people. But since we never had any contact before we met as teenagers, it never really felt wrong.
-Secret Writer
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I never had a fling with my cousin but I had one that I would have love to :)
not anymore shes married but still hot.
ha ha! I seduced one of my Japanese students (he was 30 years old though so nothing illegal) when I was an English teacher! I might write about it.......but I don't need the secret writer. I'm not ashamed of me being a fantasy addict alpha female.
OMG what would I give for my teachers to have hit on me. I met a random girl in an elevator in Panama after a 10 hour flight. She had been driving for hours also and she straight up asked me if I could give her a massage.
20 minutes later after dropping my stuff in my room and showering I was giving her a massage, what happened next is umm, how can I say it, memorable!
so good and so true :)
oh my god! Wow! That's insane. Life is really full of these odd and unexplained moments. My affair with the Japanese man was insane. I had a private lesson with him and during the entire time, my face I think went red. As I was speaking, I couldn't focus on anything except the idea of having sex with him. I think I was focused on this because it seemed so wrong! Such a wrong idea to seduce a student of mine. This was a conversation school, though, so I had adult students, like professionals.
It was really bizarre. He wore a white uniform too. The story goes that my obsession grew out of my control....he gave in eventually....ha! I need to write this story, obviously.
We never had sex in the school, that would be really bad. Instead, I seduced him one night after drinking. I pretty much told him he was going home with me. I didn't let him have a choice! I'm an alpha you see....
I think it was his white uniform, you probably have a thing for uniforms on Japanese men. LOL
Type it up!
Have a beautiful day!
👍good post @stellabelle
nice bird.
Hi @stellabelle,
Once again I love to read these, we all have our share of secrets. Sex and love with a hint of secrecy so very sexy.
Thank you
God, I know. It's like I feel as though I get to re-live their raw lust for each other.
Well the way you write makes it even more lustful , im a true fan. You got my hormones going !
You should try one of my Weed chocolates, those turn lust into passionate sex :)
#takeiteasy
I think this is better than any movie, actually. It's better than porn too, because this is real lust. While I have nothing against porn, I feel that it is a bad substitute for reality. The best porn, in fact, is the one of your own fantasies that you get to live out in the real world, with another human, a real person. Getting acccess to really private moments of ectasy is perhaps an area of publishing that has never existed. What i find it really hot, too, is the story is told from the male perspective. Very few romance/sex writers are male, so this is exceptionally hot to know what it's like from the male angle.
As I'm reading this, I can't help but think of lyrics from a song called "Tearing Me Up" by Bob Moses,
"It was so wrong, but felt so right..."
I'm amazed at the stories people are sending you. You really are providing a kind of release that I'm sure is probably more important to them than whatever earnings you and they are able to split.
yes, and if you knew me, you would realize that the money is a very very very small part of why I do this. In a classic sense, I am a voyeur. My entire life, I always wanted to know what was truly happening inside another's brain. I thought being inside someone else's mind would be perhaps the most magical of experiences. To some degree, I am being granted this wish. It is much like I am intimate with strangers. This is an ideal situation for someone like me who has been extremely isolated, living only among my own thoughts for many years now.
Very cool. Well, thank you for bringing them to us. I enjoy reading them as much as you love writing them. :)
I must say that I don't find this morally wrong at all. They've never met before and therefore they didn't grow up as a family. If they would have gotten a child together, that would have been a different story since you are knowingly risking to have a disabled child. That would be irresponsible.
I think it's sad that they had some good times together but aren't allowed to talk to anyone about it.
yes, I agree with you.
A side note - last photo brings back sweet memories. Logan's run is one of my favorite movies.
I really like the idea of the Secret Writer Project. It brings new original content to Steemit. It reminds me of the Confessions group on Reddit.
Interesting, I didn't know about the confessions thing on Reddit.
Love is very unpredictable. Nice read! Does refresh some memories. Luv it, thx @stellabelle
Wow incredible story.
but is it really the true story for you. @stellabelle
Your story is very good, when he met a girl that you like it was for me a very interesting
I think it might be more common than we think to have a thing for your cousin we just normally dont act on it. @stellabelle do you have many secrets to tell us? :)
Wish you both the best luck. Don't listen to the others. Listen to your hearts
Another intense share!!!
@stellabelle
We all have a love of hidden love, we remember with pleasure but they say that love does not last long hidden and so is it .....@stellabelle
FYI:
I split the Steem Dollars 50% with the Secret Writer.
I keep 100% of the Steem Power.
I really love the idea you came up with brilliant.
but lets look at what it actually is and again I love the idea and how you cam about this but lets make a few points clear.
first lets start off with this comment you mention you need to eat and with your help these people would not get noticed. That's fair.
yes you do have voting power and yes you worked hard for it to attract the Mr. Whales.
now lets move onto the way you go about posting peoples secrets and you basically benefiting from others words and writing.
yes you do have steem power and sure you should share the steem dollars but you are getting more noticed because of these secret writers posts. You don't think that getting 50% of steem dollars and 100% of steem power is a bit to greedy? sure I get that you cant transfer steem power for the sake of the writer but why do you think its cool to take 50% of the proceeds?
I mean again you are posting other peoples work, and sure keep the 100% steem power but you should consider taking a smaller cut on the steem dollar. to be fair you did have idea and you are among the few that actually aren't too greedy and want to help the ones that have supreme content but at the same time taking advantage of them is looking to be a sort of one way street.
But again love your work just be more humble and show others true love and caring. you can see you aren't starving of steem power let alone steem dollar try taking a pay cut on the steem dollars. might get more sexual and secret stories to post.
Your secret writing is very intriguing, @stellabelle. I'm glad that you posted the way that you split the steem dollars and steem power. I was wondering how it worked. I have a story and I'm thinking of posting it myself, but if I didn't I would love to see if you would write it for me.
yes, true. I think the real beauty lies in the fact that the secret writer can voyeuristically observe all the comments!