Some self forgiveness for believing I am not able to learn

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief within and as me that I am slow to learn and within this compare myself to others in a form of comparison, when I actually have no idea how others learn and within this I forgive myself for making assumptions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately assume that I won’t get it and tell myself that I am not bright enough to take in and retain information. Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself with my words as back chat 💭

I forgive myself that I have a accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking up and asking questions out of fear of looking 👀 stupid as I have defined it.

I commit myself to stop ✋ and breathe and remind myself that I am making assumptions based on my feeling of inferiority in the moment, through this recognition I commit myself to forgive myself for the acceptance of this belief within me and continue to take my time when I am learning, through slowing down, listening and asking questions. Eventually I see realise and understand how I will know what I am doing and if this takes weeks or months it is not what I do but who I am within what I do that assists me to be clear enough inside myself to not stress and panic but to pace myself and keep asking until I understand through self application.