A few months later me and Sarah were doing fine we both were happy with our arrangement. No fights, no feelings, just endless fun together.
Well, it's about to get limited fun hehe. She texted me one night she said she has had a bit much to drink that night and said she loves me. I just look at the message and ignored it because in my mind she's drunk and lonely that night that all there is to it I guess.
Then a few seconds later she said, you Don't have to reply to me, I know I shouldn't love you, but this is how I feel right now. I did the same read the message and ignored. To me, a deal is a deal. We both promised there will be no feelings involved and everything will be strictly as fun no fights and so on only happiness is allowed.
The first time I had a friend with benefit was Cynthia. Cynthia was the one who taught me about friends with benefits deal. She told me its an agreement between two friends that both have to follow no matter what. Also if any parties want to have fun that night the other party have to oblige unless you know the woman side bleeds you know what I mean.
Because that is what friends with benefit are. But with Cynthia, I made a mistake, I fell in love with her because she was amazing. But she left me the moment I have feelings for her, so when Sarah said that she loves me I just ignored but I won't leave her until she leaves me.
I won't leave because I know how it feels like being left alone when you have feelings for someone. It's not right to do that, so the least I can do for Sarah is getting her ready to lose that feeling for me slowly. It will take a lot of time to get rid of your love toward someone.
I got annoyed the longer me and Sarah are together because whenever we meet she starts to sulk when we're together it's the first time she does that and it's so annoying. I know she wants attention and all but the agreement was never to annoy me.
So I did what I said I would NOT do. Ignore and left her without a word yea yea I know I'm a D#ck but what else can I do?. I realize what Cynthia did to me was the right thing to do. She knows it will hurt me more the longer we're together. So the best way is to leave as soon as the feelings came.
I just told Sarah that I had some work to do so I have to leave town permanently, you know what happens after that she drank to oblivion and called me crying sigh exactly what i didn't want to hear.
A few days later my mum called saying that she was in pain and ask me to send her to the hospital. When i arrive mums house she couldn't walk, i had to call an ambulance to carry her instead.
The male nurse was scared to carry her because my mum was crying in pain so i carried mum to the wheelchair. The worse thing in this life is to hear your mother is in pain, it really breaks my heart when i hear her screams in pain.
Because only mothers gave you life and endless love no one else but her. After we manage to put mum in the ambulance we drove to the hospital.
(To Be Continued)
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