it's been disturbing me that I haven't been peeing as much as I think I should be.
I even look at my spare tires and wonder if my kidneys are swollen.
I am trying to put over 2L a day through my machinery, but it seems that it's too hot to come out the pisser, and it's coming out every pore of my skin...
and btw. yes, i been drinking. I have been crispy clean for like 3 weeks, and all the shit I thought was being caused by drinking, still keeps happening. I realised that it was just a secondary issue. I was drinking to make myself not feel it. Now, I don't need to drink to feel better. I drink to let all this shit outta me.
I drinked first time yesterday. 1 500ml of dark bulgarian ale.
Today, I have drinked a bit more, including 'mary jane' 200ml. I have been doing low acrobatics. I can't stop singing tis fucking Gary Numan song.
I am feeling so frickin happy right now, except, I don't want to do any programmming right now. I made huge steps. I have progressed so much. And this shit going on, is ridiculous. seriously, what the actual fucK!
I didn't mean to rub salt in any wounds and not make cheap puns. For some reason Cola and salty sticks always help when i got problems with the stomach and similar organs.
And sometimes it helps to see the things that are happening around you like Steemit from an outside perspective. That is why I smoke tons of weed :D
It is like the opposite of taking something too lightly. Along the lines of:
"Damn, he still does not talk to you?", "yeah, he is still salty that I ditched him for hanging with my girl the other day"
I know going dry is difficult for you but I'm not impressed with you drinking again.
Haha winner