Struggling for independence

in #singlemom3 years ago

Please read! (HELP)
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Single mother to a 5 yr daughter, Hayley Gail!
Her father was arrested November 30th, (2 felonys). Long story short. He barely made ends meet as a taxi driver. Now I think when he left for calls. I dont know what he was really doing. Turns out this man I thought I knew for the last 19 yrs. Isnt who he fronts to be. On the day of his arrest he went to (pay a father to sleep with his 10yr old daughter) all was undercover work they apparently been watching him since october 14th. (The father and 10yr old girl persona )(UC) posted and add in craigslist "looking for something fun to do in town with daughter serious inquiries only." My stomach is turned inside out. I didnt tell my daughter for weeks,(scared she wouldn't understand and didnt want her to see her daddy as a bad man. I told her he was on a long taxi call. Recently I went in our room, she was sitting on the bed she found a picture of her and her daddy and started balling, so hard she couldn't catch her breath. I grabbed her up, held her tight and cried with her! "I said "baby calm down, breath baby, Mommy needs to tell you something." "Daddy is in jail, daddy did something bad and now daddy is in jail". Of course I didnt tell her why she doesnt need to know . But I should have told her when it first happened because behaviour wise she has been so much better. Everything is in his name, The landlord showed with 7 days to vacate. Our lights have been shut off twice. (Food spoiled twice this month) I have a car but it sits. No money to make it legal. My daughter goes to VPK m-f 9to12 . I walk her to and from school. Ive been off my meds Im supposed to take every day for rest of my life for almost 2 yrs. Her father mentally emotionally tormented me. He never did anything for or with my lil
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girl unless it was 5 mins to show her off. He made me feel worthless and never did enough. I woke everyday to care and nurture my daughter and get her to bed safe till next day. I dont care about me. If it wasn't about my daughter, I wasn't burdening someone or cause an inconvenience in there life for my sake. I stayed home after being wrongfully terminated of my job of 5 and a half yrs. Depression at its highest. Im stuck. I cant work walking my baby to and from school with no baby sitter no family. I need help. Im scared of ending up in a shelter with her and im selling everything out of my home to eat .. reconnect our lights. Im drowning and screaming out for help. Please help in anyway anyone can! Ill provide proof of everything . Please help me ! #SingleMom .. I dont have a plan to even make a plan.. Im so stuck and f*cked.. the amount of stress and complete doomed feeling of hopepless and ive failed my daughter . Im losing the tiny bit of stability she has left and im screaming out for help to help me get my car legal and my lights on. Please even sharing ny story, helps. Please help me help myself ! Im scared to death of losing the roof and lights for my daughter. I honestly dont know how im not 6ft deep being off my medication this long, Ive been sick with a sinus infection for 3 weeks. No time or reliable person to take care of my baby to go to ER. My illness?? Im a walking dead woman. Fighting to give some stability to for my baby. Its been very chaotic since eviction process, having to live in bags to go back and forth to my birth mothers(toxic (drug addict)) while I find a way to get electricity back on. Ty for reading. I need help. Im reaching out to the community as my last cry out of desperation. I need help getting myself together and independent again! Please help?! All donations are a blessing. Crypto paypal cashapp. Clothing for my daughter
welcomed and will provide all proof of where it went. My details to reach me,

#HelpMeHelpMyself
Email: [email protected]
Phone: 904-392-5563 (text pl won't answer if i dont know number )
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Cashapp - $popgoesmy

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