Era de esa manera.
Cuando nos conocimos, era un espíritu libre, nunca controlé nada, quería que salieras siempre, que fueras libre.
Te creía capaz de cualquier cosa.
Suena a cliché pero no quería que cayéramos en los mismos patrones que los demás, me hacía sentir bien.
Tal vez no en sentido literal pero una parte de mí que se parece a ti, no cuadraba con lo que queríamos ser.
Yo deseaba explorar, deambular, no quedarme atascada.
Tú, por ejemplo, querías seguir las reglas que prácticamente todo el mundo que conozco, sigue.
No sabría decir por qué pero echo de menos esa parte intangible y abstracta que me hacía ser antes, una cualidad que no se situaba en ninguna parte.
Todo eso que me recordaba lo libre que podía llegar a ser.
Aunque no sé, supongo que no reuní el valor suficiente.
No creo que todo el mundo esté concebido para comprometerse con algo durante toda la vida. No de esa manera.
Me fui alejando, me asustaba que me arrebataras la vida, la alegría, la libertad. Aunque cuando tuvimos otra oportunidad me quedé, acepté tu naturaleza estable, necesitaba que fueras eso y lo fuiste.
Pero te marchaste.
Parecía ser muy fuerte por fuera pero por dentro, nunca he tenido el control.
Y eso es duro, te limita mucho.
It was that way.
When we met, he was a free spirit, he never controlled anything, he wanted you to go out always, to be free.
I thought you capable of anything.
It sounds like a cliché but I did not want to fall in the same patterns as the others, it would make me feel good.
Maybe not in the literal sense but a part of me that seems a time, does not match what we wanted to be.
I wanted to explore, wander, not get stuck.
You, for example, wanted to follow the rules in the same way that I know, follow.
I can not say why, but, of course, I do not have to be an intangible and abstract part that was a long time ago, a quality that was not found anywhere.
All that has recorded me.
Although I do not know, you have not gathered enough courage.
I do not think that everyone is conceived to commit to something throughout their lives. Not in that way.
I went away, I was scared that you took away my life, my joy, my freedom. Even if we had another chance, I stayed, I accepted your stable nature, I needed you to be that and you were.
But you left.
I have never had control.
And that is hard, it limits you a lot.
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Que bonito tu post amigo,
Me encantó, el único detalle es que tienes que poner si las fotos son tuyas o la tomastes de un sitio web. Cuidate de un flag
muchas gracias por la recomendacion..
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