"I'm tired. I don't want to move. I'm frustrated that you say you will take care of me but you still don't listen. I want you to listen to me. I NEED you to listen to me. Don't override me. It's me who are on a spiritual journey, you can transcend, you're already in heavenly bliss, you're not this human form but I am. I'm learning here, I'm processing and I need you to be with me. Be in me. Anchor down and STAY!"
I'd done it again. Pushed when I promised I wouldn't. Not eating properly. Symptoms showing up as result. Being mean to my body, making her give up a roar so I would fucking LISTEN.
It's easy to just go go go, inner being, mind and heart all in full power forward in creating and executing these epic visions and missions we're called to but so often we forget our bodies. These precious bodies which carries us on the journey. This is one of my biggest learnings in this lifetime.
To honor the needs of my PHYSICAL body.
Remembering to eat. And to eat intuitively. Sometimes it's a huge bowl of pasta, another time a green juice to get my kale on.
Letting myself sleep as long as I need to AND take a nap in the afternoon.
Making love.
Taking breaks from the computer to go outside, closing my eyes and drawing deep breaths.
Doing nothing.
And so on.
Everything is much better from this space.
We need to nurture these beautiful vessels. Especially us extremely ambitious, sensitives, healers, entrepreneurs, creatives, lighthouses, beautiful game changers of all sorts. We need to be fully EMBODIED and OVERFLOWING to be able to serve in the best way.
No more pushing.
No more sacrificing of the physical body.
No more transcending being HUMAN.
Anchor Spirit in flesh.
Take care of your body. Be with your body. Be IN your body.
