@whatamidoing was right, you are a gifted writer, this was a good read, got a bit intense towards the end, but I think you were going for that.
Embracing the ugly, dark, uncomfortable side of being human is a must. I tried to avoid it so long until I was forced to confront it. ME and my girlfriend got pregnant after two weeks of knowing eachother. Let me tell you about roller coaster rides...
There's been ups and downs, but we've worked through the downs, we've fought and yelled because we couldn't communicate with eachother well, and now we're starting to really get eachother and love eachother, it's helped me learn how to be vulnerable with someone which is something I could never do before.
The girl is stronger than anyone I know, and we're raising an amazing baby.
Nice post, got you followed, let's build the spiritual community up!
That's really beautiful. It's beautiful to work through our shit in an intimate relationship with someone.