Been reading some of the scribbles I have collected over the years. I have been contemplating where I was, at that point in my life mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. The twisted perceptions I had of the world around me back then. I will be posting a lot of these the next few days. Some with and some without my contemplation's on them. I will have to wait and see how the Holy Spirit guides me on this. I will be posting these under a public viewing so you may share them with your families and friends. In fact I invite you to do so. To all those who know me already...no, I am not having a mental break down, no, my marriage isn't falling apart, no, none of this has anything to do with any of you. This is just my healing process and I feel compelled to share with the world. I am not afraid, ashamed, or feeling guilty about any of it any longer. I feel free.
Star Dust
To my son Frank. My dream come true.
When you are out late at night, you see the
stars shining bright. Some are big, some
are small, some are near, and some are far.
They are gas and they are stone.
Could they be somebody's home?
It is quite a mystery, this thing we call a
galaxy. Each time we see them shining
bright, we gasp with childish delight.
Taught to wish upon a star, no matter how
old we are. Taught to feel a bit of fright.
To, overwhelm our small delights. We fear
what's in this galaxy, though the universe
is still to see. A game of chess, a doll’s
house. A jungle cats fearsome pounce. Each
of these realities, are not so real for
those who see. For what we call morality,
is as frail as humanity.
For if some day we do prevail,
We may find we are the dust
On the tip of a child's finger nail.
Copyright ©2007 Sabrina L Griffin
I wrote this for my son years ago under my maiden name. I had taken him to a planetarium when he was around six I think. His reactions to what he was seeing for the first time had me contemplating how everyone, myself included are taught to think and believe. Reading it now I can see my perceptions of then and now. The fears and illusions I believed in so deeply and passionately. The twisted logic I was expected to learn and believe. Even when what I was perceiving was driving me batty.
Everything I think I know or thought I knew has been getting blown away. Blown right out of the water. Everything I thought I knew is an illusion created with ego thoughts and fears. Something taught to me by someone who had it taught to them. Who had it taught to them and so on and so forth for what may be eternity. It is a pattern that is repeated until you decide to stop it yourself. To break those chains and see them differently. Judgments that were taught to you by others were made out of fear, guilt, shame, pain, and all sorts of twisted reasoning's from their ego minds and those of the ones who taught them. Start to look at things without the blinders of judgments and fears. Those taught to you and the ones you have taught yourself. Some were instinctive. They are what kept you alive and maybe even sane in a completely insane upside down world. Yet, their time of being needed is done.
I have come to recognize in myself that these items and many more are no longer of use to me. I am willing and ready to let them go and never repeat them again, pass them on, or relearn them in any way...
Sabrina Reyenga
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
Thanks for the post, mysticnamuha.
I hope you don't mind if I test out some sentiment analysis on your post. This is an experimental bot running on a small % of posts, and if reaction is positive I'll increase that ratio and add features.
Your post had an average negative sentiment of 0.071 and an average positive sentiment of 0.105
The most positive sentence in your post had a positivity score of 0.881:
"Hugs and love."
The most negative sentence in your post had a negativity score of 0.474:
"A jungle cats fearsome pounce."
Hello brother. I have no understanding of what it is you are saying. When it comes to "numbers or math" my mind shuts down. It has something to do with my dyslexia. I am told by my Guides this information you are gathering will be invaluable in helping Humanity understand how it is they are viewing or perceiving the language being used. It will help them in healing their perceptions of experiences by recognizing how it is they are in judgment of them. Please feel free to go through the two hundred and something articles I have posted and run your algorithm or sentiment analysis. Much of what I post are real life experiences had by me and channeling's from Spirit. As you run these tests you may want to consider reading the material yourself. You will be surprised at the amount of information being shared in them of how to heal the most traumatic of experiences and even diseases through looking at the psychology of how you have been trained or conditioned to perceive and believe them and yourself to be.
By the way, feel free to reach out to me here or on any of the media platforms I am on. My preference would be Onstellar.com though. Which has a huge listing of article and authors you could tap into for your testing... Blessings to you on your journey brother. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
Thanks for the encouragement! I'll see if I can find a way to go through and analyze all of your posts. In the meantime, keep on keeping on.