I think I understand your choice and I respect it a lot. I'm gonna tell you something that I didn't want to admit publicly, but I was so angry after a battle like a month or something ago that I gave punches to my table and ended opening a crack on the wood counter. After a week or so after that, I read in a newspaper article about emotions control and how that kind of explosive behavior could be a trigger of something much more serious. I felt a chilling cold down my spine at that moment. I understand for the first time that I was letting the game to go too far. I went too far.
I mean, only a year ago I was very happy and chill playing Splinterlands, but now, I'm angry, upset and very anxious every time I play. I need to take action and do something about it. I don't want to come to my senses later and discover then that I destroyed my laptop or my own hand. This madness has to stop. Of course, it's not in my hands to do something about it on the game side of things. Maybe I need to stop playing too, and keep a safe distance from it for a while. I don't know. On the one hand, I love playing Splinterlands, but I can't continue yelling at my monitor like an insane person, because for every win, I end losing 5 battles in a row. Sometimes I see their teams and it baffles me how they could beat me with level 1 cards.
I apologize for this rant, but it crushes my heart to see that one of the best Splinterlands players ever is gone because of this same reason that it's driving me crazy every single day. Maybe it doesn't mean much, but a lot of us are very disappointed because of this same reason and I understand completely how you feel.
I hope you can come back soon, and I wish you successes in all your future endeavors! Life is too short not to enjoy it!
Best wishes, Schnapoon! !PIZZA !PGM !CTP
Thank you. I think yours is more serious than mine!
In my case, I am dismayed before I get angry, so there is no damage, but your anger is dangerous to leave unchecked because you don't know what will happen.
Distance, rest, and such things are necessary for everything.
I tend to do what I love without limit, so I will consider this a good opportunity to give me a break.
I think you are right. I'm planning to exercise again and try to liberate my excess of energy. I also want to do more stuff that relax me much more, like read, paint or write. I discovered also that I was listening to much more aggressive music when I was playing and I had to stop and listen to more relaxing things, too. I definitely need to rest. Thank you for listening! !PIZZA !PGM !CTP
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