This is definitely a shame, you are an inspiration to many especially here in the Philippines, you represent skill over the amount of money that you may have invested in a game, I am thankful you will not completely disconnect from SPL. Being a Manual Player myself, it does get frustrating, but you just have to keep calm and carry on, the satisfaction is when you beat them. Work / Life Balance is important, I hope to see you playing again in the future, all good things to look forward too!
Thank you very much.
I often refer to the way Filipino players fight too.
I too am looking forward to playing again for fun.
If I am not in such an environment by the time I return, I would like to be financially able to manage on my own!