Don't feel sorry, bro. I understand your feeling and thoughts. As much as I wanted to not have draws when faced with other Xbot users, I don't have the ability to evade them during queue or use different lineups for the battle. I don't like it and it is a waste of energy. Although, there are more battles that me and PKM Pirates face each other and I ended up losing than winning or having a draw.
I'm still doing manual battles within the season too. When I reached my target rating or chest count, I let the bot to play the rest of my energy.
If you're getting frustrated with SPL like me, you can try to play Legends of Runeterra. I play that game just to have a breath of fresh air. It is also a card game. I prefer playing meme decks because it is fun and very satisfying to watch. I hope you look into it.