I can’t decide if I should save or vice versa?
I'm kind of a saver too, but I would advise you not to be "for now" tm.
There are times when you have to enjoy the good things in life without waiting, and that time seems to have come.
You will worry later about stocking up on delicacies again for special occasions.
My grandmother and Nick grandmother both experienced starvation and poverty. Afterr Nick's granny has passed, they continued to find food hidden around the house. My granny never threw away food, she considered it a great sin. Regardless to our earnings, she glued broken dishes, patched old clothes. These injuries are very deep and are transmitted through genetic memory. So, we are both savers.
You are right, given the number of opportunities ) I'm glad that I asked 🙂