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Never would I get to move better if I will not be under the cloak of my pain reliever so I just have to take it a few hours or even a day before my dialysis because I have to take a bath prior for my session just for me to be able to make my movements at ease otherwise it will be just a pure misery again.
Some of the other options that I see to relieve some pain are if not forbidden are hard to acquire if not expensive. So it is just not worth it to get them since I have not much budget. So I must rely on what is readily available and cheap alternative which is my NSAID pain reliever.
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Gabapentin works a bit and it just works in the muscle level as it relaxes my body a bit thereby relieving some of the tension. It makes me get some good sleep as well and so I would wake up feeling refreshed because of that. But it really doesn't relive pain in the skeletal level so again I just have to take a good and lasting pain relief just a few hours before my dialysis or before I use the bathroom.
Now my problem is that it seems to exacerbate my ringing ear issue because of NSAID pain reliever so I am really between a hard place and a rock. I am out of options so it is really hard as if I am being trodden upon with all these complications that I have to manage.
An NSAID pain reliever has a lot of side-effects especially for destroying red blood cells that is why I do not want to take it. But due to my health issues I have to take it because it is hard to live in constant pain and misery.
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All I wanted is to get better that is why I just spend my money just so I can buy expensive drugs and even expensive vitamins just for me to get well which is still uncertain if I will ever be well again. THat is why I am also longing to die so that I can be forever be relived with all of these that ails me.
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