much love and thank you for understanding :) sorry for my rainy mood, I hope there are rainbows after you shined your light :) by the way I quickly recovered my resolve and thought forward rather than back, I was in a bit of a runt with net neutrality bullshit and such, but I just thought, we can build a better internet if they continue to corporately fuck it over, much like anything money is both a blessing and a curse in my view, it gives you freedom and it takes it away it's really strange, so yeah I watched the "Any given sunday" speach @liondani uploaded a while back on d.tube thought to myself to remix it with some two steps from hell music that was playing in the background and just fitted perfectly, lastly I went over to dsound.audio and was greeted by a great upload https://dsound.audio/#/@humanearl/the-stuff-of-legend-food-stamps-and-unemployment-narration
also I suppose I should thank @pnc for the love and the hopes for a better tomorrow, one where artists aren't shunned for breadcrumbs on the street or for being mere tools for industry and excitement
either way it's our choices today and now that shape our future tomorrow, even if we choose to hold others responsible we are still free to act and art as we see fit