Not even reading the psychobabble wall of text.
Go buy some Steem with all of those millions of crypto dollars that you claim to have and restore your account. If you do that, I might begin to reassess my current stance on you being a psychopath/compulsive liar/totally unhinged. That is, if you can abstain from being a physically violent rampaging racist that gets taken to jail like you've done previously lol.