I don't quite understand what kind of situation are you in but if you need help in steemit, feel free to join us in a new build discord.
And keep engaging with other steemians. Drop a related to the topic comments on their post and you might get new followers.
As I see you also join a faucet, you could join mine too.
https://steemit.com/steempress/@heartbeat1515/sharingiscaringgiveawayfaucetweek2-bwcwe71z6j
It's better if you could write more in english so that if I pass by your blog again, I could understand.
Hope that I'm answering your question and furthermore helping you to resolved whatever it is that you are feeling now.
Keep steeming @thaishps.
Thanks for participating!