I never said you would be forgiven by simply accepting him. You must REPENT. Do you know or understand what that word means? Do you know what it entails? Probably not.
REPENTANCE OF SIN is the only way to be considered for forgiveness. If you murder, don't expect to gain entrance into eternal Paradise where you can go murder more people... that wouldn't be paradise, would it?
You also are proving to be one of the exact reasons why he is here... to rid the planet of people like you. EVIL will NOT be allowed into the Kingdom and if you think you are not evil then I think you cannot even see the own evil spewing from your mouth.
You acknowledge that he is the Lord of the Storm by his ability to hold mastery over the weather but deny he is the Son of God? Did you even read the Bible? Probably not, you just want to think you know everything. Telling people to go kill themselves and damning them and calling them all manner of filthy language... and I suppose you call yourself a saint? Unless YOU repent whole heartedly and that means PUBLIC repentance on your KNEES BEGGING FOR MERCY for the filth that just spewed out of your mouth... don't expect to see anything but the place you have condemned YOURSELF to by YOUR own actions.