@stellabelle I know that fear of not having any money. Far too well I'm afraid. I was terrified to quit my job recently because of that same reason, but it had to be done for my health. I wish I could help my parents, repay them for everything they have ever done for me, but I can't. I can't help them. I first have to take care of myself and then maybe.
No matter with what you are struggling, please, take care of yourself. Hugs.
you must first take care of yourself, it is true, before coming to try and rescue others! I got this mistake many times in life.