A man's heart is not to cry (Poetry)

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Some time ago, I see you standing there
Standing clam up, visible from behind me
But so far from me
I see you go by

I try to keep on watching you
Understand your mindset
I struggle to find my soulmate
Are you aware of that?

As I’m slipping from your love
I feel like giving in
Something that makes me hold on
Strange, I do not know what it is

I’ll do what I want ’cause this is my life
I’ve already made up my mind
Although I had to lose half my heart
Finally I breathe a sigh of relief